If you are my friend what would you advice me regarding my love problem?

i would like to call it art鈥ut all it ever represents is loneliness





would like to call it a challenge, a test for which i must be capable of succeeding from but all it has show me is my weakness.





it tortures me, has been able to make me an imbecile





i have been fighting so hard to get the tide away from here





but it follows through





i want to fight it with all of my strength.





want to show the world i will not be beaten by the same agony that has crept in the hearts of millions





i wanted to stand out strong, did not want to show them how weak i am. this longing grabs me,





even my emptiness has been filled with a cup brimming with the need for answers鈥?





why couldnt i stop, why couldnt i breathe, why couldnt i make it right





i wanted to call it a process that which i must conquer





wanted to call it a lesson





but then i falter,





my weakness grabs me鈥?br>




my stomach aches,





my whole being is shaken





why cant i make it right.





why cant i make you smile





why cant you be the one





why cant those simple moments remain embedded





why do i have to need a heart





why do i need your attention





why cant i understand who you are and what i feel for you





why cant it be that easy to say i love you鈥?br>




why is it that everytime i try to do what is right..it all turns into blisters





it is done, you have torn the confidence that is inside of me.





you have been able to creep in, like a stranger鈥?without permission you took hold of my mind





insane as i dived into the lake鈥?





i wish i could be stronger. stronger to fight the tide that is pulling me down.





stronger than you so i could pull and make sense of all this鈥?





i wish to smile, though i am here dying, not knowing who i am,





i no longer have the sense of wrong and right.





duty compels me鈥?





is this the ripple effect that which does not stop?





can nobody save me?





why cant it stop, why wont it stop.If you are my friend what would you advice me regarding my love problem?
Dear friend haringmarumo,


Read the Holy Bible 2 Corinthians 4:4 - In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.





Grow up to the age of maturity and accept a life partner in a marriage relationship to create a family bearing children into the generations of mankind on the earth with the gift of life and breath from God the Heavenly Father.





Holy Bible Hebrews 13:4 - Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge.





Holy Bible 1 Corinthians 7:2 - Nevertheless, to avoid fornication, let every man have his own wife, and let every woman have her own husband.





God bless you in Christ Jesus mighty name.If you are my friend what would you advice me regarding my love problem?
I would just say ..You sit and Read all your questions ...And Laugh it away.Your problem solved